I DON'T "FEEL" SPIRITUAL

I don't "feel" very spiritual tonight -- nope

I have "enough" reasons not to "feel" spiritual - irritating little things that pop up - not to mention "stupid" things at work -- or "obnoxious" personalities -- plus the "coldness" of my heart, ole carnal nature at work --- and what about medical bills that should be paid by insurance but doctors bill it wrong so now U have to wrangle it out with them and insurance companies --

NOPE --- I don't feel "spiritual"

I could --- go and sit with Job's friends , am sure "they" will find a reason why I am negative tonight ------- or find some "hidden" sin in my life --- for SURELY GOD would not let me "suffer" any miserable moments in my life -- for am I not His child --------

I could --- just put on "praise" music and read all positive scripture of how blessed I am -- just ignore my "carnal" ways -- power on -- not "deal" with the real issues --

Hmm, what are the real issues ?

One : I am a "sinner" saved by Grace --
Two: Always in "need" of His Grace for keeping power
Three: Daily reading and meditating on His Word
Four: Walk in the Light and "lean" not unto thy own understanding
Five: Too many other truths to even mention here

Having "failed" to walk in any of the above guidelines as a Christian each day, opens "one" up to a barrage of "attacks" from the enemy --- negativity, discouragement, distorted view of things, etc. etc.

Now let's see, have I failed in any of the above today ?
And the answer is --- yes
No -- I did not openly fail in all of them, but maybe just failed to pray enough, praise enough , read His Word for strength enough --

Did I rise early this morning , I awoke early enough but said to myself - I will sleep abit more
Ah
There it is --- the seedling --- found myself a bit "dry" -- and now find myself "plowing" thru the quagmires of criticalness of the medical system, "morons" -- hmmm, whatelse can I find --

I think I will join Job's friends ---

I bet I would fit right in tonight --- yeah -- Me and Job's friends NITPICKING everything and everyone ---- yeah , A self righteous lot we are -- lol

So OKAY then --- get up Bob , or should I say , get down Bob -- and do as Vickie say's use KNEE-MAIL ----

Another battle drawn, a few casualties today , but we're back on track ---

BLESSINGS TO THE PALS ----------- Bob